the words "a drunk mans words are a sober man's thoughts' have truly come into play in my life. i was drinking, not drunk... but drinking. and i texted someone that i never thought of liking... and i texted "hey. lets have sex"... he was sleeping (or so he said) and did not respond.. until the next day at work when he said something about rampid ( Read more... )

i read the best book.
Crank.
Whole new outlook on life.
You should read it.

So a kid i work with at McDonalds
might go to jail for stabbing someone.
in self defense.
i hope he doesn't go to jail.
he's awesome.

stay out of jail kid.

So I think I shall discuss what I did on Sunday night. Julia and I started drinking at about 430... no joke. Played water pong because she had never played before and I was teaching her. Then when Sarah got out of work she came over and we were drinking soo much more. Sarah was fucking trashed out of her mind. I was quite fine myself. Then Julia's ( Read more... )

my three "best friends" [if you can call them that] are all in france right now.. hopefully having fun. while i'm sitting here watching csi reruns... and listening to augustana. i thought that this vacation would be unbearable.. what would i do without them here. But.. things are looking up. Tomorrow I'm getting my new ipod possibly because mine is ( Read more... )

I've made myself a promise.
I'm not going to call him.
I'm not going to text him.
I'm not going to message him.
NOTHING.
I'm not going to be the first to contact.
If he cares.. he'll call, text, or message.
I'm done with putting myself out there
and getting nothing in return.
I can't take the hurt anymore.

so.. this is nasty ( Read more... )

Well. although i have been insanely upset and depressed lately... it's looking up ( Read more... )

is it bad that him simply leaving me a facebook message can make my night?
even if it was pointless and didn't say anything special, it still made me smile
unFUCKINGcontrollably.

i love it. and i want him to come home.

I began applying to college this past year, I thought I wanted to go to fairfield in southern ct. I thought it was where i really wanted to go. Especially after I visited there. but while i continued to look for colleges, i felt like i'd never find the college 'for me'. the one that i just fell in love with. like karen and clark. but i applied. and ( Read more... )