are you the only one who suffers? you're the only one with a bad day? only you want someone to love you for you? the only one who wants to be happy? i dont think so. I want to be happy, I want someone to love, and have someone to love ME... i have bad days a lot too. EVERYDAY come to think of it. i suffer. everyone suffers, jsut get over it....

yeah so dance was interesting. lol. and my toe hurts, and i decided not to do hip hop because it hurt. but in leaps and turns i did 8 fouette turns w/o stopping. hip hop was not fun, and we just arent going to go there... :/ i dont want to talk about it. i think things were taken a little too harshly, but w/e i dont know anything about that... but ( Read more... )

yeah so right now im at my b*f's house for my other bfs b*day! woot! and our friend greg was here, and he was sitting on my lap, and apparently i gave him a hang job without my knowledge. he was just sitting on my lap, and i was hugging him, then he took my hands and put them on his lap, and i just left them there, because i didnt really care. and ( Read more... )

Spell your first name back wards]: latsyrc
[The story behind your LJ user name]: zack came up with it. CRYSTALize 07 (year of grad)
[Are you a homosexual?]: no?
[4 words that sum you up]: lonely, nervous, anxious, happy!
DESCRIBE YOUR
[Hairbrush]: its pink!
[Jewelry worn daily]: peridot and diamond ring, watch, X's and <3's bracelet ( Read more... )

i really want to cry right now. i just found out that i have been thinking that meredith is doing okay, when shes not. SHES NOT OKAY. and it upsets me to think that i actually thought she was okay, i thought i was being a good friend telling her that it would be okay, but i guess not. and all the nights that i would cry while talking to her, and ( Read more... )

i am so sick of this bullshit. i have like no fucking friends, and it fucking sucks. ever since i stopped being friends with the pot smoking slut, my life has gone down hill. honestly, life blows. ive never had a bf, never been kissed. im so sick of it. i dont know what to do anymore but cry.

so i got home from school like a 1/2 hour ago. and i failed my bio test about 1 hour ago. i hate beigel! heres the situation: i am already doing 8 dances at competition. and ashley asked me yesterday if i would do a duet with her. and i had to say no. its not that i dont want to do one with her because that would be amazing. but im just doing too ( Read more... )

me and sara are making up a duet together, and doing it in the last competition.. shhhh mommy doesnt know yet! hehe. anddddd... on sunday night im going to the hippodrome with manthers, and her bf and his friend! woot! cant wait! and then im staying at her house and its gonna be hot stuff!

g2g <3 ya!

~crystal~

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Westley: "To the pain," means the first thing you lose will be your feet below the ankles, then your hands at the wrists, next your nose ( Read more... )