I started out today once again not well rested with the last wisps of my nightmares escaping me. My dad wonders why I don't go to bed earlier since it is hard for me to get up in the morning. I can't really tell him that at 23 I am having nightmares every night for the past several nights can I? I guess that maybe my feelings of having made peace ( Read more... )

I want to shake this freaking computer and throw it out the window. It won't let me run the new aim or imvu... and it is getting really really annoying!! *major sigh* oh well. I am not a techy though Nels promised he would come take a look at my comp soon and teach me how to fix some of the more annoying but minor problems. I will just try to be ( Read more... )

Its silly but it has taken me until now to start to make peace with and accept my past. even my recent past. I had regrets. choices I would change, decisions I should have made myself rather than let other people or circumstances decide for me. but the past is the past. I really can't change it, and I don't wish I could change it anymore. It just ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since I have been on lj. I can't remember the last time I even thought about updating. I have been busy with school. Moving in with my fiancee and then us having to go back to living with our respective families to save money. That was a pain. Though I did manage to find alot of stuff to give to goodwill. It drove home how much ( Read more... )

i dreamt that somehow i got a phone call from nana. she was asking where we were when was she gonna see us. she misses us. she loves us. i had to tell her she was dead. then i went out to the oak tree in the front yard and she appeared we hugged and talked. and then she and i were in the car and she was driving. we talk more. i tell her what is ( Read more... )

Nana do you know i miss you? That I cry ( Read more... )

well there has been alot happening in the recent past. lol. about 2 months ago i think. i broke up with jer, because he just couldn't seem to put the effort into a relationship. then i think 3 weeks ago he asked for a second chance. and i am giving it to him. i am going to college now and am finally thank the goddess getting my drivers license. i ( Read more... )

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lol just some random quiz results. missing jerry. huggles.