i dont know what to do with myself...i really am getting to the point where i cant control getting emotional and changing up my moods so much. it wont go away that i cant come back and it hurts so bad so bad i honestly dont even know how to describe it. its so horrible just knowing it cant be fixed i cant stand it i just wanna go home. reading lj's ( Read more... )

so as some of you may know i was recently devastated because theres no more coke in my house so yesterday i had diet coke because i needed...it...but i ended up spilling it on the rug and got in trouble. well i just opened the fridge and there was this WHOLE cardboard..container thingie of sprite. sprite is not coke...but is made by coke so itll ( Read more... )

i really do. i cant get myself to yet, though. ill watch the video for ghost of you later and thatll do it..i cried 3 or 4 times yesterday...twice because of the video and..the rest..yeah ( Read more... )

froginboots19: `when is or was your birthday?
Ill BeYour Starr: a week ago
froginboots19: oh, HAPPY BIRTH DAY
froginboots19: very belated

yeah..marks kinda dumb. so i have a new cutieface freshman friend..yay! he walked to my bus stop today [his is up the street..bus stops are wicked close here] to talk to the other girl at my stop. and he said ( Read more... )

the backstreet boys save my life. theyre amazing. they just made my day soooooo great when this song came on. its fabulous. i love them. gosh. so below ill post the lyrics because theyre so great and you can enjoy their emo-ness hidden behind their pop boy band hotness. kay so now im listening to another one of their songs. wee. ill put those ( Read more... )

you're always there to pick me up
when i'm down and out and left without 
the strength and the courage to struggle on 
you're always there to show me you care 
and i'm so fucking grateful, you mean the world to me   
you are the definition of friendship and unity 
because i know this friendship 
will be one that lasts forever 
and you know i will always ( Read more... )

hi, it's me
i'm bored again
all is well, i'm not insane
i've been drunk
for seven days
everything is fine.
i made some friends,
broke the ice.
then i ate some bread and cheese.
gained some weight
to keep me warm.
everything's ok.

except not really. um. school. not cool. i dunno how many times i had to hold back from crying...i dont want to be there, i want ( Read more... )

PSyChOindaboxGC (11:57:17 PM): happy belated birthday crystal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS YOUR B-DAY AND IM HERE TO SAY YOUR NOW 15 WHICH IS WICKED COOL!!! AND I CANT THINK OF A GOOD THING THAT RHYMES WITH COOL!!!

hey.

i own a n

pink ipod mini

now. :D i like birthdays.

megan [twining] 's here. go her for being awesome and actually coming.

<3

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DFXpaintball30[to cai] (9:39:37 PM): tell her i said happy b-day cause i wont be on tom.

maura's lj: speaking of things i love..i love crystal. AND ITS HER FLIPPIN 15TH BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooha!!!!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday dear crystal
happy birthday to you

kirsten♥inWONDERLAND


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