I just wanted to post and let everyone know that I am back! :) I'm sorry that I've been away for so long, but the months just pass away before I know it. I'm sorry for any lack of contact I've given all my wonderful friends, I love you ALL and I want to show that! A lot has been happening in my life, struggles and happiness, but the one thing I ( Read more... )

Schoolwork is getting the best of me nowadays. I'm in the middle of a CLC (group study), and I'm a team leader, and I SWEAR I'm doing ALL of the damn work!! It's not fair. I'm beginning NOT to like this college thing very much. I've been messing up in school so much, I'm surprised I'm not failing. What is WRONG with me?? I just can't focus anymore ( Read more... )

I've missed everyone. I've been MIA for SOOO long, it hurt. I hope I haven't offended anyone by not answering any of their messages, I've just been going through so much, it was hard to login online. I still love all of my friends that I have made, and I am hurting without talking to them. If anybody reads this, please know that I did not mean to ( Read more... )

I am so happy, I found the new interview in Las Vegas Weekly that was published about Ronnie. I am ecstatic, it feels like I am walking through clouds. God, I love him so much. It fills me with hope that he is happy and content, and has plans for when he gets out. He is getting clean, he is in a rehab program, he's actually being responsible for ( Read more... )

I got into Grand Canyon University and I'm really happy, I'm really excited. I'm nervous about it though, because I know the workload will be EXTREME. Like Mom wisely told me, Bachelor's of Psychology is NO JOKE. What if I can't handle it? What if something happens and I fly off course? NO. I have to force myself to stop thinking like that, ( Read more... )

My birthday!! Yea!! I know I said before that I was dreading turning 20, but I don't think I am anymore. I'm ready for it. It's not such a bad thing. It's more like the beginning of a new stage, a new chapter, in my life. I don't want to be sad all the time everytime a new experience comes about. How can I ever live life that way? I miss out on ( Read more... )

I'm going to get my hair cut today!! Yea!!! I like sporty looking styles with bangs in the front. This one will have incredibly short bangs, with cut down edges. I need something that'll be convenient when I'm out running, but it still looks good at the same time. lol I can't wait to see how it turns out. I'm also dyeing my hair, as well. Purple!! ( Read more... )

I LOVE being a vegetarian, I LOVE the decision I made. No one can take it away from me, it's my choice and I'm committing to it for as long as it feels right. I think I'm going to transition to being a vegan pretty soon. It's weird, I heard on a diet site that not eating eggs (which along with meat has been cast out of my food choices) makes me a ( Read more... )

I feel so. . .empty. Deadened. Weakened.My thoughts keep straying to "Why bother?" I feel flat. I asked for the truth and it came out, but now I'm left with shadows and unanswered questions. All I'm left with now is "What now ( Read more... )

I just wanted to post a quick entry in my journal and say that as of right now, I'm feeling very blessed. Happy Lammas to all, all of my precious friends (online and otherwise), and although my family isn't wiccan, I extend my joy to them, as well ( Read more... )