went clubbing last night with cassie, meeny, dee, and surprisingly mike. i didn't think its something he would be into lol. it was a lot of fun, cassie really got me into going to these things lol. she also said that her mission for the night was to find both meeny and dee guys and instead she was with 3 different guys throughout the night lol. ( Read more... )

i really am the worst person i kno. no matter what i do i always fuck shit up.

i'm sorry.........

got to hangout with cassie and czarine on thurs. we went clubbing hahaha. at first czarine was "like i don't like this" then she ending up kinda liking it. we went to bamboo berines, i didn't like the fact that i knew so much ppl there from shs uhhhhhh. when i was walking in i ran into this guy i knew Cody and he was winking at me. AHH! he was the ( Read more... )

haven't been feeling well as of late. been having anxiety attacks for no apparant reason....oh well. i've been stress out and kinda depressed out the past week or so. maybe thats why ( Read more... )

got to hang out with friends on sun. it was quite interesting. cassie and n had originally planned to kiddnap me, and well that didn't work out lol. so we went out with actually having anything to do. we went to wendy's, then decided that we'd kiddnap joe and hpoe he'd have a plan on what to do next haha. so we went to kiddnap joe and found out ( Read more... )

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i don't kno why but lately i've been feeling very alone.....i guess i'm just having one of my episodes again. with that my heart started hurting again, this hasn't happened in months. i'm shocked really cus for the longest time i've been doing so good, like it never existed...i guess its just from stress ( Read more... )

my aunt died yesterday. she's the 3rd one in my family to die from breast cancer..and i also found out my 2 year old cousin has cancer. he's practically a baby and he has cancer. i don't it ( Read more... )

i HATE FINALS!!!! grrr soo annoying. also i'm mad at my math teacher for being such a dick. yesterday our trem paper was due for business math and before class even started i was trying to help my friend eric with his paper (cus our teacher is very bad at explaining things) so i explaining to hiim on how to do the math for the term paper. then out ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a while sooooo......ya. went to massachusetts last week for thanksgiving. i wnet up their to visit mike's mom and faamily. its really nice up their, i love it!! ^.^ i left wed morning and came back sat afternoon. thanksgiving was great, i went sledding, went out on the quad with mike hehe (theirs a shit load of snow up their) and ( Read more... )