cassie: you killed me ( Read more... )

me and cassie we wondering what the song "du riechst so gut" by rammstien meant in english. well i took the time to look it up on one of their sites and found it. it made me laugh lol. god i love rammstien ( Read more... )

i forgot to mention before, that i finally got my own CAR!!! yay. its a red 2002 honda accord. now hopefully when i take my road in aug. i get my liescence lol. been gettiong a lot better with my driving so i hope i pass, not to so i can just drive, main reason is that i need to be able to drive to my college. lol ( Read more... )

went to the beach yesterday with cassie, mike, and N. it was great ^.^, we went to smith's point beach, big waves yay!!!!!!!!!! i used sunblock like 6 times and still got soooo tanned. nooooooooooo. mike and N were getting sun burns and cassie was starting to. we spent like the whole day their it was great. JELLYFISH!!!! hahahahaha. we got lost ( Read more... )

prom was a blast, i spent most of the time dancing than anything else. mike actually got up to dance with me (that made me really happy), i danced with him, cassie, lauren, hannah, czarine , and monique when i was able to find her lol. i really really enjoyed myself ^.^. everyone looked sooo beautiful. the line to wait for food was sooo fucking ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning feeling so incredibly happy, not because prom is tonight, not because in 2 days i will be graduating, and not even from my cat sleeping curled up in her little bed looking like the most adorable thing ever (although she is), is cus i woke up thinking of my beloved. hehehe ya i kno i probably sound sappy lol, but he honestly ( Read more... )

feeling better, somewhat hahaha. too much stuff in the past couple of days. freaked out big time. but ya i got some sense talked into me and took a few hours to calm down. you kno whats sad, even soo pissed off lastnight, i was sitting on my bed, lights off and the moon was shinning through and i saw my cat sit up on my bed and strecth. that made ( Read more... )

i hate it........hate it............all i fucking do is hurt ppl. i always do. its cus i'm so fucking bitter. i hate how no gets me o even fucking tries to.....but still i always want help other ppl cus i don't them sad and shit, but no matter what always get them pissed off......i fucking hate myself so much ( Read more... )

well mike called early this morning waking me up lol, i forgot that he was suppose to come over really earlier cus ge gout early from his test. ya we were suppose to go out with everyone. then plans kept getting changed. so it ended up cassie picking me and mike up to be the 3 of us hanging out with brian. we were at brian's house for a while, then ( Read more... )

figured i should update, well espeically after the news me and mike delivered tues. lol, ya we finally revealed what 7/27/04 meant and its funny, i actually gave a hint (actually revealing it cus i said what it was) in a poem i wrote on 7/27, so now that you kno look back to my journal entry then and read the poem carefully, you'll see it hahaha. ( Read more... )