It was my escape from the world....

My only form of sanity.

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We're out of control, But I can't let you go;;

Heres to the friends that become family, the nights that turned into morning, First dates, first kisses, countless times of hits & misses. Sneaking out then getting caught, taking more than just 1 shot, heres to the Great achievements & fucking up, the best years of growing up. to the Insane parties, ( Read more... )

Wow, so much is going on lately that I don't even know where to start.
In the last week my life has changed dramatically,
but if you were to ask me what changed
I dont think I'd be able to tell you...

I almost feel different.
19 comes and all of a sudden I'm becoming a more mature, grown up individual.
I dont know, its stupid.

Anyways, my broken heart is ( Read more... )

I'm officially done with men,
nothing serious anymore.
I know how to play the game and I'm ready to play it...

Looking around everyone is growing up.
everyone is on their way to being as independant as they can be
life, please slow down.
i feel pressured to have my life planned out
and i dont even know what i'm doing tomorrow.

all the same, i think i'm ready for life.
i'm ready to find a man, fall in love and live happily ever after.
I've always been independant ( Read more... )

Its a certain feeling I get when everything just falls into place.
Continuation of the day prior, only hoping it will not end.
Everything I have ever wanted is now at my fingertips
Dont be greedy, its only with luck
That shooting star must have ment something
Lats lay under the stars, and fake that we arent happy
That is the only thing I could ever do ( Read more... )

          I wish you to stay and be a happier you
but life's not that way, things always get a little fucked up
      so post cards and letters and long distant drives
                         to see you.

But promise me. That's all I want.
Just a promise that you will never forget me.
Tell me I changed you somehow.
Let me know that I had an impact ( Read more... )

When you said you loved me, did you really love me or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow. ‘Cause I was naked when you said those words, but I felt covered in your whispered worship. And as you passed out fast on my shoulder, I imagined a child waiting so sad and still for his mom to arrive. Did she leave you an orphan, in that big ( Read more... )

so take the headphones off your ears, let me whisper what you hear
turn the volume on them down, let me take you around this boring town
skip to the next line, I'm getting tired of this.
let's take this a lot more slowly 
I don't really know what suitcases mean
and a plane ticket, I'm not sure of
so the lines can ring
so the lines can ring
maps on ( Read more... )