hehe i'm talking to my wonderful abby angel. she is so adorable. I wanna keep her forever. she's so sweet i love her to death. so alli can say is I LOVE YOU ABBY ANGEL

Can someone help me not go insane. I miss Jen so fucking much and she hasn't even been gone 12 hours.It's killing me not to be with her , I never thought love could hurt so much. I want to be in Phoenix with her right now I want to be in her arms I guess I shouldn't have gotten use to coming home and being with her coz now it feels like I'm dying ( Read more... )

Missa,Sandi, and Sarah are all depressed and this is killing me. Am I the backbone for all my friends? I'm sitting on the ground with the weight of the world on my shoulders. I'm the one who everyone comes to with problems for advice, No I don't mind it at all. It just feels like when I need someone no one is there, so I bottle it up and slowly ( Read more... )

lmao- ok so it's been almost a year since I wrote in here.. I found this amazing girl her names sarah. she makes me so happy yet at the same timei think about Missa alot i can't help it she was my first. i hate the fact that sandi has hurt her i wish i could just take all the pain away. anyhow this is all jsut alittle update take care

ok you know what ifi had my fucking way aneesha would be fucking dead as all hell and i'd be laughing at pissing on the grave corpse whatever i happened to be around. i'm so sick of her shit she tells me not to put my nose into others business shes the fucknig queen of it ifi could kil lher and alison right now i gladly wouldi wouldn't ( Read more... )

Well lets see my life has got infinitely more complicated and that's jsut thinking about it no actions involved. i've just read jamie's diary and -l- i have to laugh it's almost pathetic . i can tell ya now that she never once loved me i was a play toy to her. the more o think the more i realize that my life isn't that ( Read more... )

well god let me see my life is all upside down but hey it's ok i'm going head over heels for both crystal and jamie and that is gonna probably tear me apart in the end. i've spent the last 5 days with jamie at her house just hanging out and drinking etc ( Read more... )

oh and crystal I LOVE YOU and 2 more days till the 1 year anniversary of the day w realized we loved eaach other

Let me see Danielle killed herself last night so that put me in a great mood then a few hours later Crystal calls me and said ' I love you and goodbye' she wanted to kill herself and i thought iwas going to drop dead on the spot that's how much it hurt we ended up being on the phoe for 9 hours 4 of which were me keeping her from doing ( Read more... )

Well all i gotta say is i'm extremely sore coz of last night TOO MUCH QUADING , i got to talk to my babygirl so i'm really happy about that just hope i'll get a call from her sometime tonight after her prom which i'm still pissed at my parents for coz i was supposed to take her-growls inhumanly- well i really really can't wait from prom (grad ( Read more... )