i made a lot of mistakes.. my life has changed.. ive changed, but i never stopped loving him or caring for him.. but i lost him. he's gone, it hurt him to bad to see me. i faced reality and it hurt him, he knew he couldnt have me.. but i still love him, i still need him, he's a friend, a loved one. i wont forget him, even if he wants me to. i know ( Read more... )

Danny you're not alone, me and many other people are here for you. you know that. love you

hey i know, its been a really long time since ive updated but i felt like i needed to. my life has changed a lot. it's been hard, but thats no excuse for the way ive treated people i love and care about.. especial one special guy... to Danny.. i'm forever sorry and forever grateful for all youve done for me. ive never treated you with the same love ( Read more... )

well theres not much to update about but ill do it anyway. i stayed home today cuz im sick but oh well, what else is new right? things are ok around here i guess. i love bein with daniel and works going good. ali and jen are talking to me more now which is good cuz i need them. tony and lori are doing great, theyre helping out alot with daniel and ( Read more... )

hmm not much to say but ok. friday was ok, was really tired, felt kinda sick so i layed down and then went to work. i talked to danny a lil but not much. daniel's doin great im so happy to have him home. ali and jen called last night to tell me goodnight and they love me so i think that means things are beginning to be ok but who knows. love ya'll

well today was a bit better, talked to danny which put a smile on my face :) he says he loves me and no one is gunna change his mind about that cuz he loves who he wants to. awww. he wrote me a lovely story today too :) kinda long but great none the less :) he's a great writer.. shame he never actually finishes any of his stories, well cept the one ( Read more... )

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well i left irc. bri thinks ive been lying about everything, the rape, the baby, bein sick, everything. she hates me. so soon, everyone else will too, even danny. so there goes my last chance with him. i didnt even get to say goodbye to him and tell him i love him. he means everything to me. i love him with all my heart and i really wish i could go ( Read more... )

well what did i do this weekend? i went to the lake with tara, carissa, jennifer, tiffany, and bailey. had fun, everyone wanted to hold lil danny lol. he's over at lori and tony's right now cuz im sick and i dont want him to catch anything. i start working again tomorrow but i wont be working very many hours yet. danny starts uni on the 27th, imma ( Read more... )

hmm well people have been asking me to update so i guess i will. not alot going on really. been busy taking care of lil danny and now school to go along with it. danny and i had a fight type thing and now everythings ok cept he's kinda confused and doesnt know how he feels (unless he just isnt telling me how he feels which i doubt) but anyway. i ( Read more... )