so im home watching this thing on tv, i dont know what it is but heres whats so freaky ( Read more... )

*cries more than she ever has* danny if you read this please talk to me. i have never lied to you and i wouldnt, i promised you that and i havent broken that promise. i love you more than anything you know that. your everything to me. i need you. dont leave me now please. i love you and only you remember... look, i know you hate me now because ( Read more... )

im depressed :( i wanna just break down and cry and i just might... dan might leave mirc because people are talking about me and he dont wanna listen to it and ive tried to get him to change his mind but he wont listen and ive barely talked to him today, like less than 5 minutes and i miss him so much. *cries and cries* me being around is making ( Read more... )

hmmm things arent that good right now with this whole thing with my mother and my sisters.but i know i have my friends and my baby to talk to :) so i guess that makes it better ( Read more... )

well i just got off the phone with dan. we talked for a while and i think he's happier cuz i talked more this time but his stupid phone card went out on us. *cries* but atleast we got to talk so i cant really complain :) i love you dan *mwah* *hugs*

hmmm, well im not home but im really bored and feel really sick :( i needa talk to someone but oh well i'll talk to danny and stephen and josh on monday... if theyre online.. which they better be cuz they said they would!!! i think im depressed and im startin to get fat cuz of you know what ( if you know what happened ) uhhhhh yea... *hugs*

Happy Easter everyone!!! uhh yea thats it and uhhhhhh be good and be happy.. and yea i need to follow my own advice dont i?

yay! teehee! dan called and uhh we talked for like a hour... he talked more then me cuz i was like really quiet for some reason.. maybe i was nerves i dunno. anyway i love you dan *mwah*

well i went to the doctor and she said part of me bein sick is i have mono and the other part is from being pregnant.

yea uhh danny thinks i take things too seriosuly..... ok...

i think i need to go lay down..

*hugs everyone*
yea.. bye..

hmm yea i feel a bit better now that sean massaged my neck and shoulders.. but now i think he's gunna try to help me go to sleep in a lil while cuz i cant sleep :/ i been havin trouble doin that all day. i washed out all the dy in my hair so now my natural blondeness is back, yay! hehe kai needs to keep her hair black, it looks good that way. i ( Read more... )