I want to be good at something. Not just good, better than good. I'm average at everything. Which is better than poor, but i'm tired of it. Average grades, average looks, average life, average everything. I've been beat, and put down so much that every spark of hope i have in myself is fading quickly. Everywhere i look my peers are doing wonderful ( Read more... )

so, it's the last day of 2009. Which is really strange now that i think about it.. It seems it was just yesterday i was graduating highschool and having what i thought was the best time of my life. Then again, i still think that year was the best time of my life, but regardless '09 was also great in many ways. I rang in '09 a year ago with some of ( Read more... )

you know what? i am plum tired of people telling me life isn't a fairy tale. Mark my words, i will not end up marrying a man of this breed. I know life really sucks sometimes... i've seen it, and i've had it and i KNOW that there are people out there willing to be your prince charming. As lame as this all sounds. Theoretically life CAN be a fairy ( Read more... )

Time for my yearly "i am thankful for" post ( Read more... )

This is the first time i've been worried about money in my life, and i hate it. With Christmas coming up, needing a new cell phone, and having an 800 credit card bill, i don't know what im gonna do :( It'll kill me if i cant get everyone nice presents this year =/ someone anonomously send me some dough, please ( Read more... )

Marshall financial aid make no sense to me.. I haven't been this stressed out in the longest time.. oh, and the best part you ask? I CAN'T GET ANYTHING BUT A BUSY SIGNAL. uh, driving down to Huntington before work tomorrow is that last thing i want to do, but i guess i don't really have a choice.. if i don't get to go to school there in 11 days, i ( Read more... )

i can't believe i haven't updated since school, i'm seriously slacking. I'm supposed to be getting ready to head to huntington<3 therefor, i'll have to be quick ( Read more... )

2 finals tomorrow, 2 tuesday and 1 on thursday. then my first year of college is over. Wow, time passes by so fast. I'm really pumped for the next semester thought. Even if my classes do suck, i got into commons and my best friend will be my roommate :) so glad i talked chels into transferring ( Read more... )

Gettting a new roommate is one of the best things that's happened to me this year, I'm so glad i made a new friend that i'll have for a long time. We get along so well, it's great. I wish i didn't break a camera everyone 6months. I'm cameraless, and missing a lot of picture ops these days. Urgh, i may just go charge one on my card. I wish i had ( Read more... )

My freshman year of college is almost over, i'm speechless ( Read more... )