i am fractured beyond belief. i have no illusions that it will ever get better.

just when i was putting myself back together, everything around me fell apart.

the apathy that has set it is unreal.

so i was rereading my livejournal and once again decided that it makes me feel better ( Read more... )

i had a lot of things i was going to say.

pointless things.

i think i may stop writing in this now.

Do you know what's worth fighting for ( Read more... )

"So goodnight, cruel world, I see you in the mornin ( Read more... )

it's so hard to move forward when you are constantly looking back ( Read more... )

1. i've started to discover that i have some crazy abandonment issues right? i wrote a whole little essay thing about it, all the people that i love that are leaving me in various different ways. across the country, across the world, or to a world beyond ( Read more... )

When you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

so i made it through work week right? and as scared as i was all the time, i made it through completely successfully. i made friends. i bonded. all that stuff i was so afraid that wouldn't happen or work for me, totally happened with minimal effort from me. it was just natural. being a sorority actually is everything they say it is, a group of 50+ ( Read more... )

sigh. where to begin. at the beginning of junior year of college, still as lost and confused as i was 4 years ago. still struggling to understand who i am and what exactly it is that i want. what i want to be when i grow up, everything about who i am ( Read more... )