So for anyone who read my last entry I suggest you go read Mikes from last night. It explains things in a less harsh tone, so I figure I should tell people to give it a read.

Since when did meaningless sex become worth more than a 2 1/4 year relationship? I wish it would stop hurting so much. We'll see what happens come next Saturday. That's when everything gets decided. I wish there was a pill to make me fall into a trance so I wouldn't have to live through this week but I would still get all my school work done.

Why does life hurt so much?

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This just makes me happy and I was here...


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I meant to add this in the last entry... For anyone wondering why it has to be from Warner, ect., it's because that's where my brother works so he can get them for free.

My brother was really cool the other day. He gave me a new cd! He gets a bunch for free and he thought of me and got me a few new cd's. Two were in his car, (the new Used cd and the new Green Day cd, which I think he got them before they came out), and then gave me Head Automatica. I love it! Especially Beating Heart Baby. The song is awesome ( Read more... )

So my parents are outta town tonight and what does my brother do? He has a fucking party. I swear three girls were doing lines in my front room and I swear I saw courtney stern which means there are underage drinkers here. I'm so not cool with that. I don't care if people underage drink, but not in my house god dammit! No, I'm not angry. ( Read more... )

So Last weekend I went to my church for the first time. It's Emerson Unitarian Universalist Church in Canoga Park. I can't say that I hated it and now when people ask me what the heck I am I can actually answer that question. It was really nice to see my parent reaquainting themselves with people at the church. The only thing that scared me was ( Read more... )