Ugh...San Diego is looking pretty good.
I miss Shannon...alot.

Fuck Brian Buff.
Fuck Anthony and his harmful ways lately.
Fuck boys in general.
Why cant I just meet a nice guy again.... ughh are there even any left or have I gone through them all already and turned them all into ass holes.

I am so emotional. End of story ( Read more... )

I graduate on Friday....the internal confusion going on because of that statement is ridiculous ( Read more... )

Life is ridiculous sometimes...Bri is back in my life...as friends...and I am soo happy and appreciative and thankful for that, I know it is hard and weird and probably so hard for him but it is amazing that we are friends...just amazing. I love him. he is truly a best friend to me and always will be.

I havnt written in this in forever. I used to write in this when I was depressed to get out some agression. I feel a little like that now, like i need to get stuff out there. I dont know if everyone knows but I was having alot of issues with my romantic life...and months go by and I have a new boyfriend, his name is Anthony. I am so crazy about Ant ( Read more... )

Being sick really blows, I want to work out and see my friends and go out to eat and party...ughhh i better fucking get better soon. I am starting to forget what my real voice sounds like.

Random thoughts...I know you love them so here they are ( Read more... )

I was once again thinking how odd it is that I dont write in here regularly anymore. Anyways...I would love to just know where I am going to be next year, and what it will be like and who Ill be living with and what friends I will still talk to and all those questions that Im sure are lurking around in everyone's minds. This weekend was fun, ( Read more... )

I spent this weekend in Arizona, visiting ASU and U of A. I absolutely loved ASU! I can 100% imagine myself there! It was huge and pretty and all of the students were realy friendly and normal looking, thank god! And I just fell in love with it! I just finsihed my SDSU app, I left something blank on it! Opps, so in a week or so hopefully I will ( Read more... )