I hate it when old feelings return and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. I love it when I get butterflies. I hate it when I am wrong and/or forgetful. I love it when I surprise people with the dreams I have about them.

It makes me happy when three really nice and attractive gentlemen come back to my work on the suggested $.35 wing night and request to sit in my section. Then (after they are my only remaining table) they allow me to sit and have a long conversation with them about blue/pink hair, classical music, alcoholics, and potheads. Oh the simple joys in

I hate getting pretty to go to work (with hopes of having something to do afterwords) only to get out too late to partake in my plans. The result: sitting at home by myself with really cool eye make-up wishing there was someone to eat popcorn with.
I'm just going to sleep the world away.
Goodnight.

Dancing last night definitely made me smile. I have really great friends. It was weird seeing my former friends from middle school, but forced enthusiasm is always fun to witness. It was interesting to see Nick there though, him commenting "i didn't know you danced" and my shock at him simply being there made me realize that we don't know each ( Read more... )

AP Government= sitting in the computer lab doing research on the death penalty which we have already done research on at least 3 times ( Read more... )

I should strive to try and quit putting myself in potentially hazardous situations.
I need to see two brothers again.
I am absolutely exhausted.

It's a weird feeling when what you should do is actually what you want to do at the moment, but there's this weird resistance that won't allow you too because you're afraid of a change of mind in the future. Stupid... I really should start living in the moment.... with good and bad situations.

Sometimes I can't help but love myself ( Read more... )

I hate that I had to be the stupid one in all of this. Why didn't you just tell me the real reason from the beginning? It wouldn't have been heartbreaking then. Other reasons you've given me... too smart, don't want to get hurt again, built up walls and barriers, on a pedastal.... so many... but never the simplistic and easy to comprehend truth ( Read more... )

Disney/Universal rocked my world. Perhaps it wasn't as great as eight grade but then again we didn't visit the magic kingdom so that was sad. Anxiously awaiting the development of my pictures. It was great to get away. It helped me realize that it really isn't worth it. School isn't worth it, boys aren't worth it, worrying isn't worth it, money isn ( Read more... )