If you're going to live here, fucking do something. I'm sick of coming home to you sitting on your ass on the couch with a weeks worth of mess around you. Grow the fuck up, earn your place here or I will make it a point to make you leave.

If you somehow ever end up reading this, I want you to know that I would never, EVER let my feelings for you come in the way of our friendship. You are my best friend first and foremost, and as far as I'm concerned, that's not going to change. You kick ass, you're an awesome person to be around, and I cannot remember a time when I have ever had ( Read more... )

"You're like a fever I can't get over,
I can't get over it
And I'm beating myself up over this."

shit probably couldn't get much worse. fuck you, life.

drinking until i can no longer stand seems like a good idea.

The catalyst is you, and I'm sure you know why.

I don't like the direction I've been going in for the past week or so. I need to get back on top of my shit. I have no weed left, definitely a good thing. I need to not buy it for a while. I know I can't control myself if it's in my possession ( Read more... )

i've really got to get off this weed binge...

I had a great talk with Tim last night about this whole retarded situation. Helped a lot to put things into perspective. Thanks TimBro.

wow, reeeeally depressed this morning. fuck.

yeah, you know what? that fucked me up. i told you it wouldnt, but.... it did.
i just dont get how you can be so blind.

smoking weed until i pass out.