this has been a hell of a year

but 2009 is going to
belong to
me.

hola hola hola oatmeal and granola bitch you breakfast

what used to be a huge family is dwindling into nothing. i remember when i was younger, i guess more towards the beginning of this wave of deaths we always had a packed house for the holidays or for birthdays or whatever. as the years went by though the numbers began dwindling. it seems my family is dying a lot faster than they are reproducing.

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i fucking hate the beginnings. they say everyones addicted to beginnings but im not because theyre awkward, stressful, and leave you wondering about shit constantly. I just want that part to be over. I want to know you really well and I want you to know me really well. I want to skip the whole part where we are trying to keep each other on our ( Read more... )

ive probably said something like this in a post before but whatever. i just...i came to the conclusion that people are sort of like wine, and frankly, if you put a really good wine in front of someone who doesnt really have a refined palette, they wont be able to tell the difference between it and a box of franzia, and theyll take it for granted. ( Read more... )

seriously shit was over a year ago. get over yourself.

i havent written in this thing in forever, or even check it for that matter ( Read more... )

fuck kurt cobain. i want to be famous as hell.

I passed out on thursday and have been feeling like shit ever since and I saw a really good doctor today who said I have something called cardiomyopathy which im pretty sure is really bad and I also have an enlarged heart and i cried in front of the doctor and im scared to death. I have to go to mt sinai on wednesday and i might not be able to ( Read more... )

you are the most ridiculous person ive ever met. stop wasting my time and go back to fucking 14 year olds and smoking crack.