So I think it was some time before Halloween. That's great if I can be getting ready this month.

Saw Mr today. Not sure how I feel about that, but at least he saw me one last time as pretty. Now I ready to leave.

So what to do??? Do I take on more responsiblity or drift? Maybe if I had a plan, i'd be more at peace. Phram cashier ===> _________.

I feel better, like I've made peace with myself and God. I can live a "normal" life now. I'm just trying to get away from Wal-Mart for now. Hopefully things happen soon, it would be nice to have money for the state fair or go to Japan for my birthday.

The movie Undertow came out Oct. 22, 2004. We went to see it for my birthday. If I was having dream, visions, deja vu, etc. Then that means it was before my bithday. That's all I wanted really. To not to have to see another birthday like this.

God Bless.

I'm so excited! I've made a list of all the places I want to go. That's the biggest thing, travel. I can't wait to see the world.
*crossing finger* 2015 for sure :) Dec. 2014 if I'm really lucky.

I found my old transcripts to help jog my memory. I'm thinking late Nov. to mid Dec. I remember that at first I wasn't writing things down. It could have been at least a month before I actually made the first journal entry. Either way I should be free be Feb 2, 2015; I pray that it's over before then.

*Happy* 12 year anniversary since 2002. I celebrated the 10 year since 2004 Sat. I'm going to see A Dame Worth Killing For and then heading over to Mimi's Cafe. I hope it's 3yrs 6months and that that 6 months starts in Sept. Father Please, amen.

So it looks the sometime Jan 2005. It could be earlier (Oh God please let it be earlier), but the farthest back the posts go is Jan 11, 2005. I was writing poems over the summer and during the fall 04 semester, but the first definite post was for sure was 1st week of Feb ( Read more... )

I feel like the answer to all my problems is literally sitting in front of me. I have the disks and the old computer tower sitting on the floor next to me.

GRRRRRRRRRRRR!! Never mind I'm done

I can't narrow the date down any further. It happened between Aug 23 and Oct. 17, 2004. I deleted that entry that had the exact date now I can only guess. I hope I'm right about this. It's been almost 10 years, so I'm ready.