so winter break has been ok so far. i went snowboarding, had our friends reunion/gift exchange, someone hit me in my car while i was parked, stayed out till 2am, got grounded for being out that late almost every night, saw my cousins that i havent seen in forever, my brother got a ds that im addicted to playing & a wii, saw the yfc kids that i ( Read more... )

so basically, i wanna shoot myself. i cannot wait till thursday when i get out of this hell. two more finals. basically, i cry to my mom everyday about how i fail at life and how i want to go home so bad. i hate finals. i feel so stressed. i dont know what i want to do with my life. but my mom made me feel a lil better today. we had a good talk. so ( Read more... )

sooooo.....my debut is over. how sad. =( i absolutely LOVED it!! it was the best birthday ever & possible one of the best nights of my life!! the after party happened & i didnt drink. i felt like i couldn't. it was fun anyways although everyone was shit-faced and throwing up. but oh well. i said i wasnt taking care of anyone. as mean as that sounds ( Read more... )

ok so ill admit it.....im really excited for my debut. who would have thought after 3-4 months of MY PARENTS planning my debut, i would actually be excited. i gave up along time ago on MY debut. i didnt get my way so i gave up. i think its sooo funny that whenever someone asks me something about my debut my response is ALWAYS "ask my mom. i have no ( Read more... )

so i've realized that i like to post entries really late at night when i think too much before going to sleep. im home in the valley in my lovely lil bed. everyone went home today & i mean EVERYONE. the campus and dorms were so dead. it was a bit eerie. so i registered for classes on thursday and i had to do it during class which was whack cuz i ( Read more... )

so it is currently 2:12 am and i am still up doing homework. i didnt procrastinate, i just had some difficulty finding an article for my paper. its on bureaucracy. i couldn't find anything good enough or even relevant to my polisci class. but the roomies and i all had our wednesday night ritual of watching one tree hill all together. tony came over ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a long time...but thats only because i forgot my password. yeah dumb of me. but to update, college is kicking my ass hard core. i seriously wanna drop out sometimes. but i feel accomplished right now cuz im in the study rooms in the newer dorms and i've been here since 7:30 studying for my bio quiz tomorrow. i need to get ( Read more... )

wow so i haven't wrote in sooo long due to stress & busyness (if thats even a word. it looks weird) i thought this year would be soo chill but i guess i was wrong. maybe doing more things this year was a bad idea. i dont like cheer anymore. it seriously feels like a chore. everything that used to be fun about it, isnt anymore. games are so boring. ( Read more... )

it's official...i've had the best summer ever!

all my past summers have sucked major boootay but this one was awesome.

going to the bonfire was the best way to end a great summer. im a little sad that its over but im sooo excited for school tomorrow. woohoo seniors!!

hey thanks, thanks for that summer.


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i dont have many pictures cuz my dumb camera died. but here...

( cheer camp. )