lately i've been more blunt then usual.. im not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing.. but I find myself saying things i would think but would never actually say outloud. "I bet she thinks you have something planned for valentines day and you dont." "How do you know I dont?" "do you?".. "I was going to plan something but I wont have enough ( Read more... )

ahh life ( Read more... )

I started working out again yesterday. Its really a good way to relieve stress ( Read more... )

i love my life. no really. i am a very simple person. yet my life is very complicated ( Read more... )

i really reaaallyy cannot wait till summer ( Read more... )

yeah today's a day where I don't feel well ( Read more... )

Soo first day of classes for meee. its really nothing too complicated. i actually cant wait till next semester so i can actually change everything around and start over, and maybe take classes that are going to benefiet my future. But oh well. whats done is done. At least i'm starting somewhere ( Read more... )

so, I finally saw him last night.. which makes me happy... untill he was like I have to work in the morning..and im like what!? why didnt you tell me? hes like I didnt wanna say anything, cus i wanted to see you.. he would be working till 3 in the morning.. then I got really upset because I realized that this wouldnt work out.. at least not anytime ( Read more... )

so its been quite some time since i've written in this thing ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling that ive had for the past couple of days. I'm really just trying to blow it off and keep everything inside of me. i'm hoping tonight things are going to get better and then I'm gonna realize I was worrying for nothing..just like the other night. I hope so.. i really hope so ( Read more... )