An excerpt from the book Small Gods ( Read more... )

I think I just killed my external hard drive. Hundreds of GB of files, all gone. Just...gone....

I don't know what to do, what can I do? All those files...I'll never find them again...never make them again...

And even if I could, the computer says it cannot recognize the hard drive...

I think I'm gonna go cry...

Do you ever get the feeling that something is wrong with the world? Not in the sense of "oh this person is bad, or we're wrong in our choice of policy" but in the sense that the world should be heading in a different direction, but is not for unknown reasonings. Like we skipped a beat somewhere, or a cylinder is misfiring somewhere ( Read more... )

its not the destination that scares me, its the path. No, not the path. Neither the destination nor the path. It is the journey. The journey scares me, but I do not know why.

Life is a riddle wrapped in an enigma, covered in chocolate and cheese.

I am life in theory. I am all theory, no action. All thought, no movement. It is time to start living action, and forgetting theory. Time to stop planing for the future, and start making the future. Problem is, I don't know how.

My life is my own. I will chart my own course. I am in control. I will find a path through the storm. I may not know where it is going, but I will take it and run with it. Life is frustration, anger, pain, dispair, love and hope. We know not what the future holds for us, but we deal with it or get left behind. I am me. I am unique. I am not a cog ( Read more... )

I quit school.

I know, I should be asleep, but I woke up a few minutes ago and started thinking about my ability to see the future. I don't mean I'm psychic or a seer or any bullshit like that, I mean that I can see how patterns emerge and predict the outcomes. It usually take a laundry list of questions to get an answer and is rarely 100% accurate (and I'm ( Read more... )

Have a few things to do before we head home:
1. 2 finals, first on Monday at Noon, second on Wednesday at 8AM!
2. Clean room, this will so slowly will be done over several days; have to make sure its sorta clean
3. Clean out fridge, because I know people are going to leave stuff thats going to go bad in there and I don't want my food smelling like bad ( Read more... )

I cannot see a future for myself. I mean, I can imagine myself and Jenny living happily with a family, but its just my imagination. I don't see myself doing anything. Not working, not going to school, not unemployed, not anything. I simply don't exist in the future.

I don't know what that means.