I'm so sick of being a maid for Nicolas. It's even worse when he hs the kids cuz' hes like, "will you make mac n cheese for aaliyah, or will you make erics bottle?. I"M NOT THE ONE WATCHING THEM!!!!! If I was the one babysitting I wouldn't care but he drives me fucking nuts. He doesn't pick up Aaliyahs toys when she leaves or the blanket he has on ( Read more... )

I've had a really rough day. Got bitched at pretty much first thing at 8:30am for no reason. I'm not supposed to be stressed out, and I should have a little respect in my house. Nicolas is only supposed to be there temporarily, not for good. My daughter doesn't need the bullshit and I don't want her around it. My mom and I were getting along great ( Read more... )

I haven't updated for a while so yeah. My baby will soon be here and I would greatly appreciate not having any visitors for a couple weeks after she's born. There are rules at my house now, not that any of you take the time to read them over. A couple of them are there is no alcohol allowed at my house, and being drunk is also under that category, ( Read more... )

Well, I've been on edge lately. Mom has finally started not allowing Doug to be intoxicated at my house. I mean, normally I wouldn't care, but it's the fact that if he keeps doing it, he's gunna think he's allowed to do it when my daughter is born which is NOT happening. Most of you know how Doug is when he's drunk, now tell me, would you want ( Read more... )

Hey baby,
How are things going? I am so sorry I have not written to you in so long. Believe me I have not forgotten about you, I could never forget about my baby girl...and right about now that would be damn near impossible..lol. A lot has been going on lately, I am in a very tough and delicate situation..that's why I haven't written in a while. ( Read more... )

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//Your so young but got a child in your belly/ 9 months later in the hospital wild and sweaty/ Poppin out a lil miss, that will fill your heart with bliss/ sent from the heavens above to Earth to be another 207 thug/ And when she gets caught in the heat she'll be protected by the streets/ Just call me up and I'll be right at her feet/ Destroyin ( Read more... )