guys are so fucking stupid thinking they should get whatever the fuck they want jsut cuz thats the way stereotypes go. fuck that. thinking they can pull whatever kind of shit they want. like we should try so hard to make you fuckers happy and what do we get? and you never realize when theres a girl who is so fucking great whose always gonna love ( Read more... )

im sitting here updating Lj with a bag of spinach next to me and nothing to say...except for:

1. my ipod is broke but i love it neways

2. i need a designated day to wash my hair or else it never happens.

now excuse me while i make a sandwitch

lets jsut review on how im such a wild child and have crazy weekends ( Read more... )

when i look in the mirror i dont know the person i see ( Read more... )

im looking for clarity. im looking for a better way to be or to live or SOMETHING. im looking for a better way to exist ( Read more... )

i fell in love with him to drift away ( Read more... )

INSANE weekend. lots of fun i do believe. mostly at least ( Read more... )

today rocked ( Read more... )

i almost went an entire day without crying ( Read more... )

anything anyone says will make me cry or set me off.
this is so stupid.
i feel shitty.
i kinda want to bury myself in a pile of leaves and jsut be alone.

or hang out with noah.

i went to noahs today.
he took care of me.
we watched teenage mutant ninja turtles and i cried then i slept for a little.
noahs a good friend.