Despite the fact that i'm drunk i feel so lonely tonight. let me clarify not horny but lonely. I wish i had someone special i could talk to late into the night and know they actually cared about what i said. but we cna't have everything we want i guess.

It seems that all I can do is complain. What really sucks though is that I can't expres myslef for shit, I can't write poems (porps to you Alex) I can't write prose (props to you mario) and worst of all i have horrendouos gramre, so bare with me ( Read more... )

I have to come out and support Rene Medina here. relativism is an evil, when you can have one law applied differently for 2 cases that are extremely the same is absurd. Ther is no difference between killing a women form starvation than from killing a deformed child by not feeding him, yet one is correct and the toher isn't ( Read more... )

Although it is not official yet my trip to Europe is over. Why is it that i'm the onyl one who is interested in actually planning for a trip.

I still have time. If anyone is interested let me know.

I know now that nothing that I do has any significance in the world. It dissapoints me to realize that the chinese guy on the other side of the world could give a fuck if I die or not. Its disturbing, I always had these ideas of grandeur and success of being something everyone would remember. The trouble is how many great people have gone through ( Read more... )

There are three words that describe my mood and feelings at this moment in my life. Afraid, of to many things to possibly explain on paper much less a screen. Lonely, outside of my family I feel abandoned by so many different people and what makes the feeling worse it that there doesn't seem to be a cause. Sad, so incredibly sad that life has ( Read more... )

Whats wrong with me? Everything is going as good as it could possibly go. Yet something is missing, it will be a real big shame if I don't accomplish my last goal before I graduate.

At this rate I won't.

Life isn't as bad as I always make it out to be.

Luis Armstrong and many others have said:
"its a wonderfull world"

Sometimes I can't find the importance in senior year. Maybe its the apathy I have fallen into, or the dread of leaving. Life is short, I understand that concept now. I regret all the things I never did. I regret the things I will never do. Should I just go out and enjoy the little that is left, or should i say fuck it and stay the way I am? I need ( Read more... )

Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.