This will be my final entry.

I do not wish to be talked about.
I do not want my business all over campus.
I will no longer be disclosing any information.
I have no use for this journal anymore.

Take care.

i am changed.

and i will walk by faith even when i cannot see.

12:35 AM
I love attractive gays.
They make my life better
Thank you for being gay. That's what I'm getting at.

OH! the big old 16...
catch her before she passes her prime!

today was quite possibly one of the worst days of my life.

you know when things are bad... like, really fucking bad and you dont feel like they could get any worse?

well, things worsened several times throughout the day with various people.

goodbye.

why?
because with everything that has happened and with the way i feel now, not love but such anger, it has NEVER even occurred to me that perhaps the sweetest revenge would be to tell the truth....

.... to everyone.

ohhh boy ( Read more... )

i am regretful.

I've written this letter to you thousands of times in my head and finally today I feel like I can put it on paper. First let me say how deeply i miss you and love you. Your absence in my life has left such a vast void that nothing can fill or ease the pain. I understand how angry you are at me. I have to look at myself every day and know how badly ( Read more... )

i'm sitting on michelle's lap.

endofstory.