fuck valentine's day + everything else.

i dont like myself right now.

so since january 21st, which was my last post lots has happened. things with alex sam and i blew up. she read one of my bad previous journal entries about her and we fought over it. i think this happened on monday the 28th. i really thought that that was the end. that we werent going to be friends anymore, and things were going to be horrible. i ( Read more... )

this weekend was intense. friday i just hung out with alex. saturday was my moms birthday, and would have commenced mine and justins what-would-have-been one year. i honestly couldnt careless. something really fucked up happened today, and all weekend i havent talked to him. he texted alex out of no where and was like "hey when are we hangin out" ( Read more... )

so today i got into college ( Read more... )

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so since my last pessimistic entry things have perked up..again ( Read more... )

no offense ( Read more... )

okay so not to be a damper on the whole christmas spirit or anything but wow, i dont see my family anymore at all ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long while, i think a few weeks, which is not that bad, but a lot has happened. I've finished applying to college so the five schools in no specific order are: 1. temple university 2. the university of hartford 3. roger williams university 4. university of rhode island 5. drexel university. I should be expecting to hear ( Read more... )

i don't consider my sister one of my heroes anymore ( Read more... )