So here I am, 17 years old, and as of today I am done with the Wayne Hills Patriot Marching Band(for the most part ( Read more... )

incredible.

marching bands over in two weeks, thinking about it makes me so upset.
and who would think, me of all people, would be so upset over something like that.

question: have you ever had a close friend for a while that just recently popped into youre mind at the most random time, that could be more then you thought?

One of my friends leave for rehab tomorrow. I wont be talking to him for at least a month if not more. Its some place in Connecticut, and im trying to be as optimistic as i can for him, but im petrified. There are so many what-if's in my mind right now, I can barely think. Im nervous that he wont be able to overcome his addictions, or he'll ( Read more... )

In one half hour, I will listen to my last Paterno pre-band camp meeting.
The
Last
One
Ever

damn, and I couldn't wait to be a senior.

there will be a good post when i come back, i promise.

I feel like this past month is one of the worst I've ever had. I dont know if this is just PMS that's really getting to me, or a serious case of depression but I'm making myself nervous. There are times when I'll be really happy, and excited and every good emotion you can feel, and then times when I just crash, like today. Every couple of days I ( Read more... )

i havent posted in over a month. but ive been meaning to, laziness got the best of me ( Read more... )

we

broke

up.

and life is back to sucking.

i havent updated in about a month, leave or take some days. But i will now. My weekends have been amazing, actually life has been really good to me with the exception of a couple things. Justin and I are doing quite nicely, our 2 month was this past monday... but i have my doubts of making it to 3, alot can happen in one month. Last weekend i ( Read more... )

i miss THIS
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if i made myself a list of the people i USED to talk to all the time, and was good friends with but no longer talk to i think it would go on for forever.

i can think of 3 people off of the top of my head, that i really miss.

i dont know what to do.