sooo....I guess this is an update...

sometimes you just realize you've made too many mistakes...

I hardly ever update this thing...I'm so busy all the time. So to sum up my life in the past couples months ( Read more... )

So for some reason I decided I should update this crazy crazy thing...hmmm so what's new in my life ( Read more... )

So it was my birthday thursday the 26th. I wasn't to keen on turning 20 but ehh I guess it's not so bad heh.Got the usual card from my grandparents and one from a friend of the family. Then my parents gave me a card with $50 in it. This was a big suprise to me because since I was about 7 they have only given me a card and cake for my birthday..no ( Read more... )

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If I could I would leave and run away with him at this very moment. I don't hate my life here. I just want to be with him wherever the day takes us. Our own special little place. <3MTM<3

Do you ever wonder just what is going through people's minds at any given time? Seriously I cannot begin to understand some of the thoughts that people think are totally logical. It's so hard to try to help these people. But in this situation there is no helping. All there is, is to tell the truth and hope they learn from it. But I know instead of ( Read more... )

ok...so I lied...I do want to fall in love again someday..but I would like to fall in love with someone who will have the same feelings towards me. I don't want to fall in love with someone who will run away. One day it'll work out ^_ ( Read more... )

Why? Why would you do that? The same way as him...why would you try to do that to yourself? I've been crying for the last two days over you. I was so scared..I don't want to lose you...None of us want to lose you...I know I haven't seen you in a long time and since then I haven't been able to tell you...but I love you..please don't try to leave us

I'm at work..bored out of my mind because I have no work to do because I get everything done too fast...I can't help it this stuff just comes to me too easily..yesterday I took the day off from work..Working 3 jobs and 7 days a week is taking it's toll on me so I had to take a break for a day to relax. I've been feeling sick as of late so it's just ( Read more... )