first off I am not writing this for sympathy..I'm just writing so I can get things out of my head so hopefully I don't have to think of them any longer ( Read more... )

Ok How about this...how about everyone in the world tells me "how to live my life" or "how lucky I am"...seriously since when has anyone thought they could tell me what I do wrong?? I've always been loyal and always tried so damn hard to make sure everyone was happy and all they could do was stab me in the back or give me shit about it...I'm sick ( Read more... )

I don't know why you can't change...maybe it's because you were just born to fuck with people...well consider me out of that game, I'm no good at it...I'm sick of everything that has to be hidden..Why do people think they can hide stuff from me and I won't find out? I mean seriously do I look that stupid? I'm not easy to play around ok? Learn it ( Read more... )

I made myself a new icon for livejournal (and my deadjournal)...I am sooooo happy with it...ahh the boredom of not being able to sleep...

mmm iconess...I'm soooo bored...

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Why does this have to happen? Why did you have to FUCK UP and ruin everything I ever cared about? I hate it...I HATE that I have to be the one to suffer while you just run around having a fucking great time...I hate you so much right now I really do...you make me want to tear myself apart all the time and I hate it...I hate what you do to me and I ( Read more... )

each night I go to sleep I hope tomorrow will bring something to light up my life...something not so depressing as the day before...I hope each day to find a new way to deal with the tasks ahead of me..each day I mature and realize my life is worth living even if it's by myself...I am maturing slowly but surely...starting to make a purpose out of ( Read more... )

I made this livejournal so I could read my friends journals...