weird kinda bad dream. was in my room on my bed/next to it, sad and cryuing and moegi appeard and i pet her but i knew she wasn't real, that i was hallucinating even though i could feel her. she disappeared. then did it again. so yeah, nice ot see moegi but wasn't really a happy dream thing tehre. remember feeling her fu as i pet her. i really ( Read more... )

still stuff. shaky. still maybe pms. still sore.
Moegi's been gone a month. I miss her so much. Skye misses her, too. She is rarely not in a room or as close ast ehbathroom to us. She's only slep in my room a couple of times alone. She sleeps more, too.

up way too late. bed. so tired. still sick. up, eat a bit. gonna go back to bed after a bit more food. i hope. yeah, no more food. mom didnt' get it and can't now 'cause she doesn't have the car. no wonder i'm still sick..

still sick/pms, was up a bit and then bed 'cause meds still messed up. up later than wanted. knee pain bad. lips still bad. so sore. tired. no bm yet.

woke up, sinuses feel awful. feel like crap and sick. bathroom. back to bed. don't get up for either alram. feel better when wake up again, but still sick. snap fingers to get mom attention 'cause hear her in hallway. have to do it twice. 'what do you want' can't talk. mime water. then point to bathroom. i motion i can't talk, she says ' ( Read more... )

up late. hot and hungry. thirsty. sore today, bathroom over 2 hours when first get up. not good. bed soon i hope. yeah ( Read more... )