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I'm happy today. I don't know why but I like it. Look, I'm even typing with punctuation and proper capitalization. What the fuck? I just spelled out what the fuck. Damn, I did it again. Oh well. Maybe it was the cd I made with manson, linkin park, ani, britney, rammstein, tool, black eyed peas, frankee, etc. Very random and loud ( Read more... )

Blessid Union Of Souls ( Read more... )

so much to say but i don't know how to say it and i don't have the time to find the words, i guess i'll save it for another morning

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Your Birthdate: October 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity ( Read more... )

well yesterday was interesting. i went to a graduation party with james and his mom for one of their relatives. i'm not sure who she was though. there was a bunch of people there. i don't have a clue who i like anyone was. i talked with some people though but as it turns out they were the parents of somebody's fiancee, oh well. lots of people, food ( Read more... )

last night i fell apart......competely.......i can make it throught the days with few problems but the nights......the nights are the hardest times.....the nights i lose, i crumble and fall........i don't wanna spend hours in bed crying each night.......i don't want you to have to deal with me like this.......i don't wanna be like this.......i know ( Read more... )