Fuck you depression I worked out today! I fucking did my ab/cardio and I'll do my weights tomorrow too! Stop trying to discourage me and stop telling me it's pointless. I don't give one fuck, not one solitary fuck how down I get because I want to fucking live! I want to do the job I was given and I want to be here to see it done right! I will be ( Read more... )

Just musing really. I love Charlotte, NC. When i was a kid it was this magical place where none of the things that hurt me in KM could reach me. I remember coming here as a kid and being in awe of the tall glass and steel buildings. I could always see the ugliness, but that was ok because they weren't trying to hide it ( Read more... )

Ever since I got back from my trip I've had no energy. I don't know if I just wore myself out or it's something else. Im slowly easing back into my routine though.

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You found me! This journal was my pride and joy for 9 years before it was hacked in 2009. I should still post more.

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Hello journal. They tell me I've changed. Adam says I've matured. Mom says I've lost my anger. They say I'm a better man now. Maybe, maybe I am a better man. Maybe I'm a little more mature(though I'm not wearing pants right now.) But I sure as Hell haven't lost the anger. I grew up a child of addiction. I grew up a child of violence and pain and ( Read more... )

I'm giving Supernatural a try. It's 12 seasons but what the hey right? I may get through a few seasons at least.

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I ran Necessary Evil today and it went better than can be expected. I had talks with some Guild dissidents today, and that went well also.

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I can't stay negative at work all the time. I have to be more positive. Can't afford to lose this job before it's time.

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So I finally broke down and bought a pair of new jeans. The old ones weren't work worthy as they were starting to show their fraying. I still love those jeans though.

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I ate some bad food yesterday and got messed up. Sadly I'm looking at you Passage to India. I think I'm gonna hold off on the lunch buffet there for a while and just stick to the dinner.

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