I just feel like someone had ripped my heart into peices. My mind is all over the place. I can't seem to concentrate very well today. My little sister and I had a fight this morning and we are ok with each other now but still I feel so out of place with everything. Why can't I just be happy for once and really enjoy my life ( Read more... )

I hate the way my parents keep asking me for money all the time. It's really not fair. I hate it!  They called me up and asked me for $150 today, where on earth am I going to get that kind of money? I don't have a job and I am barely getting by. I can't stand this. Are parents really suppose to be asking their kids for money all the time and for it ( Read more... )

Therapy lately has been hard on me. I feel like my therapist is controling my sessions in a way. We are working out of a work book to help heal the inner children with in me and well she concentrates on that work book every single time I go to see her. I don't mind working out of it, but I want a chance to talk too.  That work book brings up a lot ( Read more... )

I just went to a meeting that was about going to Hawii in the spring. It's an actual class, but it costs way too much for me. :( So my sister and I decided to wait until next year to take the class! It's so cool though! They take you to Hawii and you do all kinds of things. Actually stay on the islands for 10 days. Food, flights, and everything all ( Read more... )

I haven't updated for a while, I've been just really busy. I ended up getting really far behind in homework and stuff. So, lately I have been trying to get caught up and stay caught up. Things are really going ok though. My sister is fine and is home from the hospital. There was a little brain damage but not much. I've been just so busy with ( Read more... )

I am asking for prayers for my older sister Tammy. She had a seizure last night at about 11pm and the doctors had admitted her into the hospital.  They had said that her seizure lasted long enough that it could have caused some brain damage but they are not sure yet on it for she is still way out of it.  She's not responding to anyone's voices or ( Read more... )

Yesterday my sister and I had found out that she probably won't be able to stay in the dorms for a while. I feel so awful about it because I just feel as if it's my fault. I had let my sister get to carried away with her own thoughts. I had left my sister alone the day she was raped. I had let all this happen to her and I can't help but feel as if ( Read more... )

Well, I just got back from spending a few days with my parents. I got pretty irritated with them today so I decided that I better come home. Not to mention that Danielle had kind of added more stress on me today as well.  I went to go visit Danielle today and all she could say the whole time was I want to go home!! Well, it's not my fault that she' ( Read more... )

I miss my sister already. :(

Ok that was a new experience for the way home! LOL! I was walking home and every single last person who was driving as they drove past me was just staring at me! LOL! It must be because I'm just so pretty today! :)  Well, I didn't dress up all that much different, but I do have a new hair peice. :D