I am such a looser. I just feel so stupid. Why do I do things and then regret them later on? I thought I was doing the right thing by dumping him but now I see that it wasn't such a good idea. I still have feelings for him and he's clearly moved on.  I wish I could have him back. I miss my best friend. :(

Well, last night wans't that much fun. I came home from counseling thinking that I could sleep but I was wrong. I ended up having to write all my feelings out again last night. I just dumped them all in my offline journal. Any way, I've been just trying to get by in life. Everything seems to be so distance from me, but yet so close that I can see ( Read more... )

Blah, I'm so tired today. I feel as if a truck ran me over. Not really but you get the point. Today was really good for the most part. I went to Cody with one of my friends today so she could get her phone fixed. She didn't want to go alone so I went with her. My little sister was a brat today, but oh well, she alway is a brat. My mood today well, ( Read more... )

I am back at the dorms finally!! LOL! I can't believe that I survived my christmas vacation with my parents!! All was good though. My break was great! I got to sleep in every day and the kids all had fun!! My sister's wedding was great too! It turned out better than I thought it would. I'm glad that it went well. I got a bunch of new clothes too. I ( Read more... )

I really can't stand this today. I am just all sad and the only thing I want for Christmas this year is a new therapist. It's so hard seeing the therapist I have right now. I keep just wanting to cry every time I see her. It's hard but I think I will be ok. This will make me stronger ( Read more... )

I can't wait to go home!! I get to leave tomorrow!! I did great on my finals and I passed all of my classes. I got 6 A's and one B and one grade that I don't know about yet. I'm pretty sure I did good in it though. To make things even more great is that when I went to see my therapist today she gave me a hug!! :) I'm so blessed to have met her. I ( Read more... )

I feel so lazy today. LOL! It's scholarship day so no classes! Yay!! Though I do have to take an application over to Yellowstone Behavioral Health today. I'm so nervous about this. I am not ready for a new therapist. It's so hard. I guess I will live ( Read more... )

I can't wait until this semester is over with!! I need a break!!

Happy Birthday to Meeee!!
 Yay!! I get to go home today!!! Woohoo!! I get to go see my kitties and my dog and my mommy and daddy!! I also get to see my neices and my nephew and I get to eat lots of cheesecake and sleep in my own bed tonight! I'm sooooo happy!! I get to go home today!!! Woohoo!!  :)

Today I am feeling really nervous and ready to burst. LOL! Well, it sure beats being depressed and very sad as I was yesterday. Things have been a bit difficult lately. One of my teachers is giving me a hard time. She has been using me in ways that she shouldn't. Even my therapist is upset about the whole situation I am having with this teacher. It ( Read more... )