last night was sweet. went to lawr's i totally miss that girl. i mean really miss her. i mean best friends for life girl i love you like woah! haha yeah but i really hadnt seen her in what felt like ages. so i got to hang out with lawr, liz who is totally awesome i love her, stacey who is cool too im glad were hanging out more, and sean who i hadnt ( Read more... )

things have been alright i guess. chilled with marissa, kelly, steve, steves gf cory, and ryan today. it was fun, and then i played tennis. saw justin <3 i hadnt seen him in a while so that was good. spent time with him, and then came home where i am right now. got a call from him... i just dont get it... i need to get over him SO badly... i ( Read more... )

well... a big load has been lifted off me from talking to him... i called him and he apologized, and like we talked and shit... it just put closure on the whole relationship... i still miss him but im defnitely moving on. some of it sux so much like songs that i love arent the same anymroe cuz they were OUR songs... ok... yeah so anyways... besides ( Read more... )

our relationship is offically over. im so lost. im so sad. im so totally am not over you. god i want you back. i miss you. only you can stop these tears from falling.

wow, the past couple weeks, last couple weeks of summer :( have flown by SO fast! so much has gone on that i cant even list it all. I went to IC which was so unbelievably incredible and i made so many friendships that will last forever. next year, i want to do so many more summer programs, and this year i really want to get involved in my chapter ( Read more... )

didnt end up going to the outer banx, just to make a long story short. so anyways, instead sunday night, monday night, and tuesday night i stayed at marissas which was SO much fun. every day/night was crazy and i loved it. we went to the beach every night... which was just great. i loved it. i met new people, and i saw like so many people i knew ( Read more... )

last night was SO much fun...wow lemme start from teh beginning... so at first,i didnt think i was gonna get to sleep out with the car, but, yay i did! so i went to marissas, and we went to the strip it was so fucking fun... so first of all, we ran into these guys, and they were like handing out this vacation shit, and they were like take one its ( Read more... )

well its friday night and im at home... god im just so upset... i mean i have my friggin license... god i hate my life so much... this summer has sucked soo much... i hate it. i hate my life. im so over it. i mean, the one thing i was looking forward to, was my license because i thought well wow now i have a way of getting around, and a.k.a. ( Read more... )

OHHH DIPPPP YOOOO IM DRIVING TODAY ALLL ALONNEEEE YEAHHHH ITS LICENSE DAYYYYY FUCKKKK YEAHHHHHHHHH

havent updated in a while... hmmm marissa came home! thursday, her mom jackie, picked me up and me, her, amanda, and john went to go pick her up. im so glad shes home its been like a month :) anyways first wwe went to her house, and then we went to guadalajara with her sis amanda, amy, stephen, and john. then, we went to my house to pick up my ( Read more... )