Here is some lyrics that are perfect for what is going on with someone in my life right now.

I find it so upsetting that
the memories that you select
you keep the bad but the good you just forget.

I cant believe this happened
...and all this time i never thought
that all we had would be all for not.

Make your decisions and dont you dare ( Read more... )

hi. even tho i lost 2 ppl...i feel damn good.

i know who really matters now.

11 fucking days. oh my god.

i cant wait, i love yogi.

its a necessary evil.

Chris's birthday is tomorrow - he wont talk to me, and i'll never forgive two people for that.

and just because of this, doesnt mean im gunna stop what i was doing before.
((so yea...kiss ( Read more... )

oh my god.
tonight @ 3 am. i am going to JaMaIcA!!!!

oh god. i cant wait.

althought i'll miss a few people.
but....yea!

love you all!

i've come to the conclusion...that i can never be that "one" girl.  I know your not supposed to just go and be that "one" girl that can "change" someone...and i know that your not supposed to be just that one person, who can totally and completly change someones life around.

but then why do we feel like we want that so bad?

cant tell the difference ( Read more... )

im supposed to be writing a paper on citizen kane.
fuck it.
i'll do it later

i started reading gossip girl, all i want is everything
and its good.
so i wanna read it.

wow....i actually wanna read a book?

hm....

24days till jamaica.

i love Rachel adams.

wow. mucho mucho to talk about ( Read more... )

Its really really messed up....how one day...everything is amazing between two people, and then like the next day its like you mean absolutley nothing to them.
personally, i find that amazing....how you think you can impact peoples lives....but really, they just see you as just another face in the crowd.

i hate that i miss you.

just go away, get out ( Read more... )

i hate being judged.

by the people of mequon

im just waiting for 3 to 4 weeks to come quick.
i'll be happier then.

oh and by the way.

i'm trying really hard not to like a certain someone right now. Its someone new, and i just dont wanna set myself up for failure again.

<3 Rachel

Like your so perfect...and i cant measure up...

but im not perfect...

just...all messed up.