Some may ask how are you Brian. Well, things are not exactly the way I would picture them to be but I can’t complain… Oh, wait, yes I can. Let’s see, when it comes to who I thought were three of my best friends… Two of them have been lying to me for months; they are supposed to be living separately but I find out today that they have shared the ( Read more... )

I finally got me a flow rank. Heh!

I am not real good with goodbyes and I don’t know how long I shall be without internet access but not to worry; I will be getting online as often as possible.
I know I have some things that I need to work out. I just hope things end better than they look like they are going to at this point.

Well, let’s see ( Read more... )

You would guess that after so many years of the same things happening to you over and over again, that these things wouldn’t bother you as much. You would expect your pain and know the shards lying before you are the pieces left and are nothing more than the parts that are left behind. My life has been breaking apart for most of its entirety; a ( Read more... )

I guess one of my biggest problems for awhile now, at least since I left Augusta in the first place, in my life has been that I am afraid of loss. I know this probably sounds weird but hear me out. I left Augusta without saying goodbye to a lot of good people and some of those individuals didn’t, not get a goodbye because they meant less to me or ( Read more... )

Someone has recently made me remember some old advice about relationships that was given to me by a very grumpy, old, pervert I once knew; I called him my father ( Read more... )

I don’t know what is going to happen in my life from here on but I know things must change. I can not keep destroying myself over these feelings. So, for the last time I am going to try and spill my guts in a blog and hope that it works out in my head. I have been completely and totally a slave to my heart and the feelings that lie there. I found ( Read more... )

If it is one thing I keep finding, that is constant in my life, it is that I always seem to learn lessons the hard way; I hope that stops.

What happens when Clark grows up and realizes he isn’t exactly super?