Crying in the shower ( Read more... )

I just really don't know what is going on with my life right now I'm not going to give any specifics because well it's no one's business. I just really wish I knew what was going on and why things are so fucked up!

Today I guess I'm pretty down. I've not been motivated to do my work or anything and well. I don't know. I just figured I'd go ahead and sign up for SSS. So I did. Now I can get free math tutoring and stuff. It's easy math but when I get depressed I don't care about anything and well it will give me a push. I also signed up for the mentor ( Read more... )

Moving out is not only going to be stressful but I'm not going to want to do it because of school. Gradually. Day by day. I really don't feel like doing my homework. This long weekend. Ugh. I keep thinking about dropping my computer science class. Since I'm doing networking. I don't know ahhh. I'm just really stressing out about this ( Read more... )

Sorry guys I've been really busy and junk ya know. Like you guys really care about my life?? I dunno I'm just writing because it makes me feel better... things are different college life and all. Homework no parties homework no parites!!! Yeah I'm the nerd that stays in on friday and sat night and does her homework. I like to get things done ( Read more... )

If you know where I can get big sheets of canvas please let me know... To give you an idea of what I need I was going to paint a mural on my wall, but I'll want to keep it so I'll need big sheets of canvas so that I can just hammer it into the wall and put trim around it... If you know please tell me...
thanks..

Just sitting here listening to the Ghost World theme. It's beautiful. I showed mom the pictures of Corey that he had given to me. He was shocked to see that he had really long hair. I think it was really pretty because. (shhh) Kind of reminds me of Brandon Lee. I really like long curly hair. I like his hair now. I don't really care, I just ( Read more... )

First off I just want to say that I love the movie trainspotting.. I think I've seen it a million times, but it's because I just love it soooo much. My weekend has been ok.. Spent it with Corey of course. It seems that I may only be able to spend the weekends with corey because of our schedules and that's going to be hard, but has to be done. ( Read more... )

Well, I've been to all of my classes now. They're ok.. I've been thinking a lot and I've come to conclusion that maybe I shouldn't have taken so many classes? I mean well I know it's going to help me get out of there faster but it's going to kill me. It will also help me hopefully. I've never really been good about reading things and studying ( Read more... )

I registered for college and everything today. I thought it was kind of crazy that they didn't give us more time but my first class starts on Wednesday and I have actually 3 on that day. One is orientation which meets only one time. So when that class is over I'll have two classes everyday. I'm about to type out another schedule. I took this ( Read more... )