I think I've scared myself for life. I'm really hurt right now. I've hurt myself emotionally. I don't really think I have to tell you why because It's my business but I may not be doing things that I used to do for a while. I just don't feel comfortable anymore. I hate the way I think I hate it I hate it I hate it. I'm so fucking stubborn and ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I put an entry in here... I have writer's block pretty bad. I've been drawing a lot... I did a self portrait... I guess I'll put it up on here... What else.. umm I start college the 21st.. I'm dong Networking instead of Computer Science... Uh, I'm 19 now.. I've really been trying to imporve my art.. It's working so ( Read more... )

Ok This is going to sound crazy but the dad that never cared for 18 years has went out of his way this birthday!! My dad who lives in florida went out of his way and called my local flower business and ordered me some flowers for my birthday!!!! This is a shock to everyone in my family. It also made me cry so I know it's for real. Wow. I'm ( Read more... )

I know people get tired of it when you change your email address but I have a reason to... I can't check my mail anywhere else but my house and that just sux ass.. So here is my new mail address to anyone who actually cares... Plus I may be moving and I wont have a cable modem anymore probably and so I need a web based email... Here it is ( Read more... )

It's a possibility that I may be moving out sometime soon. It's a long story as to why. I just want to ask around that if anyone knows of any decor sites that are very helpful please let me know. Just anything that would help me out in decorating my home and that sort of thing. Well, I'm out.

Well corey and I finally found a doc for me to go to and I went today. They checked me out and said that I had some kind of virus or something. They took my blood. Well tried to in my arm and nothing would come out so I almost had to go to the hospital. That was scarey. Then they took it from my hand. I started freaking out. I really hate ( Read more... )

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For some reason the live journal keeps messing me over... Anyways... I'll try and get it through this time. For the past two days I've been cooped up in my house and sick. Corey has been taking care of me and making sure I don't over do anything but I've been doing a lot of art. I've done 7 pieces today. A wire sculpture, two bjork paintings ( Read more... )

These last few days I've bee feeling like crap health wise. I think I might have mono. However you spell it but I can't go to the doctor yet because my insurance doesn't start working until august 1st. :( I feel poopey like. This really sucks. Corey is taking care of me though so it makes me feel a little better. I just know that I get very ( Read more... )

I'm just so happy at this point in my life. I know that I'm really not enjoying work all that much thought right now but It's going be okey. Everything is going to be great. I'm just so happy with life right now that I could really just care less anyway about work. So I'm just going to do it and not worry about it. Make that money honey and be ( Read more... )