Dear Journal,

Well. Its been awhile. I've been sick since Sunday..I haven't gone to school in 2 days and I'm about to freak out. Lol. I'm just sad..I never get to see Kelly =[. Or Sebby. * Crys * I'm going tomorrow..hopefully. =[. Cuz Friday is my birthday and I wanna see KELLY! She might give me something. I want a hug from her. That would be good ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't written since July 29 and its August 7. Lol, I don't get real into my journals anymore...its kind of annoying. But well school starts tomorrow. I don't have a problem with it its just the fact its MIDDLE SCHOOL =[ I've never been to a new school in 6 years. I'm use to Sherwood lol. I really hope Brandi can help me out. I don't know ( Read more... )

Hello! Yea...I just got done taking a shower. Its 11:11 a.m. & Brandi's still sleeping, so I'm all by myself. No one will talk to me. =(...I lonely. I feel ugly too. Lol. My face is starting to peel from my sunburn. Blah. Hmm...Well i got up at 6:30 this morning. Yea, so since then i haven't done much of anything. I'm so bored. Oh hahaha this guy ( Read more... )

Hey! Today was ok. I met Patricia. She seemed awkward, like uncomfortable around me. =/ I don't want her to feel that way. She can act crazy or do and say whatever she wants. It doesn't bother me. I like how Travis can be a dork in front of anyone. At least he's honest lol. I've been extremely nice to Patrick today, he even told me. HaHaHa. Good, I ( Read more... )

Hello. Ahh....yesterday. It was fun. I thought about it, but I thought about it and I only went on 2 rides. Gay. Lol. I went on the new one, Disco H2O and The Blast (one of my all time favorites). I went in the Wave Pool a few times, and I was in The Lazy River most of the time. Oh, I got a bad sunburn on my face, shoulders, & my back. Even though ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,

Hello. Hahahahaha. Lol, i got up at like 6:45 this morning and went back to sleep and then got up 10 minutes till 8. Good morning, huh? Now I'm like thinking about shit, well I dunno really. But tomorrow is Wet'N'Wild. Hells ya, lol. Oh my god, here's a very cute story. Last night Travis was telling Brandi on the phone that he ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,

Hey! Its been a freakin while since I've written..I think. Lol. Anyways, I went to the mall today. Got presents for Melina. Earlier I got her the Backstreet Boys CD and a card. Lol, she wanted it. Wholy crap, Tuesday I'm going to Wet'N'Wild. Hells YA! Its about time I go and have some fun...well its kind of getting old since we go ( Read more... )

Well Hello. I'm really tired, but I can't seem to be able to fall asleep. Why? Uh, I'm just as clueless as anyone else. And I'm extremely bored. Mostly because Brandi went somewhere with Damon and they're toking!?!? Whatever the fuck toking means...yea... I just got back from taking a shit. HAHA! Brandi, I know you'll read this and I'm telling you ( Read more... )

Hey, I know I haven't been writing. Actually because I really haven't been on much. Lately I feel it starting to kick in...the depression. The depression knowing Thursday is the 21st. Not good. I know I will hate that day for as long as i live......Ahh.....I'm so bored. I hate sitting here doing absolutely nothing. Well, I'm listening to Simple ( Read more... )

Oh my god....not again. Of course you know Patrick's pissing me the fuck off! He does not understand that when he ignores me it makes me so aggravated. Its like I'm talking to a fucking wall. How hard is it to talk to someone. Its like one of the simple things in life. He takes me for granted and when I say I'm BLOCKING you he totally freaks out ( Read more... )