life is a fucking joke.

trey and nick left a few days ago
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it was really good to have people i love here.
things are alright.
 i still miss everything.
but i think i will for a while.
i just need a break and im so excited for thanksgiving.
im going to myrtle beach and im not even thinking about eric.
i just want to go and be with my family ( Read more... )

nicks coming to see me in a week.
im excited.
i miss smith.

yeah.
-i still miss virginia a lot. and everyone there.
-nothing seems the same.
+since ive been back a lot have stuff here has been better for me.
+works fun.
+jayme entertains me.
+and i found a really nice boy.
+and he buys me flowers and burns me cds.
-but im not sure if im really ready for a nice guy as weird as that sounds.
+nick and trey are ( Read more... )

shit sucks.
going back to Va was a disaster.
i wish everything was like it used to be.
i miss my best friends.
i miss my old house.
i hate florida.
and i hate the fact that my favorite things and people are the farthest away from me.
:[

i go home in 5 days. and i couldnt be more excited.
work is taking over my life and i think that my vacation will help me.
im making mad moooolah though.
i hate fleming island high school and anyone that goes therre can suck diick
goodnight.

florida is getting so much better for me ( Read more... )

so its thursday and i started at fleming island on monday ( Read more... )

Sabrina: i miss you best friend. i miss stealing cars and getting crunk.
Smith: i miss everything about you. we always had the best time. even when it comes to 21 year old meeen. baha
Dunker: you were freaking awesome. and i miss the dreagle shit.
Michielsens: i miss packing the bowl in your bed. freaking everything.
Slipow: i miss the fact we were ( Read more... )

i havent updated this bitch in a while.
so im likeing florida a lot better.
annnd jayme looks like me.
annd i still miss sabrina.
but work sucks?