today unexpectdidily...i got some stuff. the depeche mode remix cd.a peter pans flight poster you can frame. a pirates of the carribean antenna head thing.gooood times. ick to attraction posters that remind me of people.

i have no one to call.i have no one to do anything with. i am bored. is this all i have to look forward to in life? ugh.

last night i started work. 4 hours. AWESOME. anyway...i saw my scheduled and realized that even though i have school early in the morning they dont care cause im 18.7-11 AT NIGHT. now i wouldnt MIND WORKING THOSE shifts but i have school at 8. which means i hvae to get up at 645am.UGHHHHH.and i already have to go do fucking jury duty.sooo LAME ( Read more... )

soo tomorrow is the BIG day. big day for gov i mean. man o man. i am nervous. i was supposed to pick up something for my presentation from my teacher but shes not here and isnt going to be here intil after im supposed to go and present. BUH!

everything pisses me off. EVERYTHING. i cant stand it. i dont want to live my life this way!!!!!! godddd.i saw jason d.today for the first time in months. his room is pretty bad ass.i NEED something to mellow me out.it cant be booze or drugs either.everything to me is lame and heightenened when people are added in. i just need something to mellow ( Read more... )

i am forever doomed to walk this planet alone. i am always in some other world thinking about stuff that will never happen. always wanting to be something else. i am always in a fanatasy world. maybe its not such a bad thing. it makes me who i am. always haveing that hope that the world will be what i want it to be. i know i am negative towards ( Read more... )

wow...disney music the shit.wtf? its like crazy ass shit.the electric lights parade should be playing when you enter a classrooom or something. the princess songs are so AWESOME.wow.i think....someone must have enjected me with some disney heroine when i was sleeping. I KNEW once i heard this music..i would want to go back home(disneyland). the ( Read more... )

sooooo ALL MY COMMUNITY SERVICE IS DUE THIS FRIDAY.THIS WILL MAKE OR BREAK ME.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.....SOMEONE DONT LET ME FAIL!!!!!!!!

i want to start over again with my life.i want to get a appointment to god and say WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? i want to move somewhere where no one knows me.i want to be someone im not ( Read more... )

I SERIOSULY MISS PEOPLE. I DONT HANG OUT WITH ASHLEY AND AMANDA ANYMORE CAUSE I CAN NEVER HANG OUT TILL THE WEE HOURS OF MORNING. I CANT HANG OUT WITH THE CUNT CAUSE SHE HAS SOMEONE ELSE. SOMEONE ELSE IS THE CUNTS.THOSE ARE MY ONLY FRIENDS. ITS JUST LAME HOW ALONE I AM. PEOPLE THAT USE TO COME ONLINE AND TALK TO ME HAVE GOTTEN GIRLFRIENDS. NOW, ( Read more... )