im talking to jason.havent talked to the guy in like 100000 months.hes really weird.

love is handsome, and love is fine, and loves a jewel when it is new, but love grows old,and waxes cold.

i want to kill myself.if i had courage i would.not because life is cracked out for me but im bored with life.same people.same social clicks.same stupid people i wish i could shoot in the head for being ass's.boys not keeping promises.its all the same.just one big fucking circle over the history of the world.we just go around and around and around ( Read more... )

welllll its that time of the year when i hate it cause it hot.blah.so boys are fuckign stupid. i hate how they make me feel like im so ugly and how i need to be so fucking hot in order to be aknowledged. i just cant win with any of them. either its my personality or my looks. WHERE ARE ALL THE GUYS PEOPLE HAVE TOLD ARE OUT THERE? the truth is.. ( Read more... )

things i like about work ( Read more... )

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE GROWNUPS. THEY ARE THE MOST STUPID PEOPLE YOULL EVER KNOW.THEY ALL ARE FUCKING MORRONS.TEACHERS ESPECIEALLY.ESPECIALLY MRS OCKERMAN, THE OLD SEA HAG WHO THINKS SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING AND TEACHES STUDENTS HOW SHE THINKS.

made a big mistake tonight.i am paying for it right now.there are only a select few that want to talk to me.why is this? am i that boring?realtionships with boys are lame now.trying to move on and get some new strait guy friends.not working.gods telling me the gay boys are good enough.im going to listen. i think i am a burden in peoples lives.time ( Read more... )

im afraid to go back to work because of crazy jamaican man. ive learned not to expect to much out of guys anymore.its good im learning that.ive learned the people i least expected to be my friends are and probably will be for a long time.

dont ever trust what anyone says.EVER.

i hope he never lets me down again, he knows where hes takeing me, takeing me where i want to be.albertsons is ok i suppose. a lot better than ralphs. dont hang out with anybody really anmore outside of school.all the people i hung out with are hard core partiers. no time for me i guess. learned a lesson today.wear water repelient shoes when doing ( Read more... )