Jeans made out of sugar cane?
sure, they're like 300-600 dollars. but hat's bad ass.

also I found a life size family of stegasoruses.
only 21000 dollars.
wow.

I wish I had money to blow.
or any money at all.

I love doing art research. google image is the shit.

oh and I found a blowdryer, that's in the shape of a gun. 
handles come in blue and pink.
only ( Read more... )

I don't like it here.

I'm moving back to Spokane.
what else is there to do.

I want to go to a slumber party.
and be sober.

I just want to be sober for awhile.

Everytime I look at my wrists I want to cut them up.
I know that's sick. but it's honest.
I just long to take a razor blade to them.

I'm not suicidal. I like myself. don't worry.
things are okay. I'm a smart girl.

I have the flu.
It's finals week, and I've spent today begging my teachers to let me make up work, and to find out information. I'm really ( Read more... )

The past couple days have been unkind.

Mike, Grant, Jake, everyone.
fuck.
i'm tired. I drink way too much.

more later.

fuck.fuck.fuck.

oh, I love the gingerbread patriots.
the end.

I'm writing a paper on how global warming is a consperiarcy meant to get the green party more votes.
it's fun. I actually think global warming is legit.

Levi and I aren't talking anymore.
I'm really sad about this, I really like Levi alot. and probally always will.
I just keep thinking he's cool, and then he goes and proves me wrong. Just proving how ( Read more... )

I love Jason Anderson,
and all the bullshit he sings.

What's wrong with wanting that great feeling, that you love the night, and life, and everyone in the concert hall.
what the fuck.
I was so jealous of everyones Jason Anderson afterglow.

You're dumb jake.
whats wrong wit feeling okay without substances.

I'm not going to my classes today.

It just took me 20 minutes to smoke my rollie.
I'm in awful shape, but I'm excited for today. I'm getting all my homework done, to turn into my teachers, but I just can't go to classes today. fuck, I'm a mess.

I'm doing art today. I even packed my watercolors in my battle bag.
I'm hoping not to run into my "friends" ( Read more... )

The daily nice today is a good one.
a photograph of a photograph, hanging on the wall.
It depicts a nice wheat field, a town just visible in the background. far off in the sky there is some object floating. it's possible it could be a hot air balloon.

I was trying to do homework at my house. It wasn't working, it never works.
instead I'm at the library ( Read more... )

I broke up with Jake on friday.

not our fake, we're moving so we broke up. but for reals.
it's lame. We both feel the same, ug I get in the most unhealthist relationships.

fuck.

I'm so in love with that kid.
and heartbroken.
I don't know what to do with myself.

beer for breakfast.

it's just one of those mornings.

I'm worried about today.