Well, I've never felt more alone and I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing with my life or if I will do anything as special as I dream of doing but....The scary thing is I'm not all that worried about it either. I've been depressed before and that's not what I feel but it's damn close. I work entirely too much, I see the same people too much (even ( Read more... )

I Got Ninty-Nine Problems But A Bitch Ain't One.

I want to leave this town more then ever.
I look round and see all these things that we shared
Good and bad
And I'd rather forget you ever existed much less shared a simple human experience with me.
Everytime I see these things I want to vomit
I've noticed as of late it will be hard for me to forget you, but eventually, you will just fade from my mind
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Who knew it could be like this?

if it's true you better believe I'll find out
I [might] be onto you and your history

You can take your car
and stuff it up your ass
maybe that will make some room
So you can get the stick that been lodged up there for a while out

I'm so fucking over arguing with you

I'm so fucking pissed right now for people making me feel like it's my fault other people made mistakes

I'm going to out more effort forth
But, if it doesn't workout this year
I won't waste my time next year
I need a fucking car/licence

I think my parents aren't helping me
Or even talking about it
Because they are afriad that once I have a car I'll be gone...

I'm honestly thinking about quiting the one thing I never said I'd quit.
I don't care anymore.
I just want to live.
I want to drive.
Fuck books, I just need a car and some gas in the tank.

I'm fucking sick of this shit. This whole romance thing. It's not getting me anywhere. I like a girl, and I mean alottttt. But I'm about to give up. Not because of her but because of the past. I don't know if i can deal with losing another friend because I'm the shittiest boyfriend ever.