can anybody tell me why god wont speak to me...

or why jesus never called on me to part the fucking seas?

 im not entirely sure that i want to grow up. i was sick of being stuck up in small town drama. i think this is affecting me in different ways, some negatively and some positively. i should list the ways..i really should, and count them. 1)become more responsible 2)more time to think about what the heck i'll do with my life ...you know, the ( Read more... )

 im not entirely certain why everyone likes florida, or thinks of it as such an exotic or foreign place. because fankly, its just a tourist state. i mean sure, theres some places that are nothing short of amazing and the coastlines in the heat of summer are pretty splendid but the people are what make this place suck. its full of old people, its ( Read more... )

 
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what is normal in the moonlight; by the mornin' seems insane.

im putting it down

--this train is bound for glory

kurt vonnegut died. 
this sucks.

well jesus fucking christ.
life is a god damn bitch.

right now i am totally into this song from the donnie darko soundtrack.
weird, 80's, synthesizers, reminds me of night.
and the strange thing is me and tyler heard it in wal mart; of all places. i couldnt think of anything better to do than to kiss him, in the middle of the frozen foods section. i must say it was invigorating.

so far nothing
havent found anything to belive in yet but i guess ill keep trying

in the mean time i will continue to read The Stand and be creeped out by every person who sneezes or coughs