i'm trying so hard not to fuck up, but i always manage to fuck up trying to do that. why can't i just fucking learn? i don't want to be a fucking fucktard anymore. i fucking hate it so much. i wish that this shit would end already with me, it's fucked me over time and time again. just fucking end already, god dammit. i want to keep what i have ( Read more... )

super duper embarassed. yeah, super duper. i suck.

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i've spent all day writing this song. it's about what you would do for someone that you love. it's coming out kind of childish and generic, but i like it. well the idea behind the song is, this guy loses his gf and decides to take his own life. i'm not sure if it will just be about what he would do to get her back because he needs her.. or just a ( Read more... )

i, i don't know what to do with you.
cause you, don't know what you do to me.yes, i'm still listening to this song. it just freakin blows me away everytime i listen to it. i mean, the rest of their songs are awesome too. but this one is by far the best. it's my new favorite song in the world ( Read more... )

i want to sleep forever and ever. i want to dream about saving the world and falling in love. cause that's all i really want to do with my life. dreaming is much more simpler than actually doing it. all you have to do is lie down on a futon that stabs your ribs with it's metal bars. my my, it's a beautiful thing. i wish i could share this vision ( Read more... )

it's true. i do.