fuck you, fuck your drugs, fuck the problems you think you have, fuck your wamu account, fuck your school loans, fuck your parents, fuck your PGE bills, fuck your ex's parents, fuck your bed not being comfortable enough, fuck your drink not being strong enough, fuck there not being enough lanes on the freeway, fuck wireless connection, fuck you ( Read more... )

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so im thinking about taking next semester off and going sailing down the pacific.

stoked.

a friend of mine died last night leaving my house.

and all i can think is damn, what if i didnt get out of the car.

or what if he had come up for 5 min. just 5 min.
those 5 min would have made a difference.

fuck.

what if you had been born 50 years before me? would you be that old man, staring at me as i ride my bike down the street? in an ocean full of people would i still be able to recognize you? would this feeling still be here? i still can't remember where i was the day before i saw your face.

my right hand will never feel what my right forearm feels like. ever. the touch. the possible sensation. im considering breaking my wrist.

Its is touching that her first pregnancy came in a relation with a human being who was blind.We are impressed here by her elemental generosity in wanting to give him something and to prove something also to herself, but most of all we are struck by the aura of "blindness" surrounding the whole event of getting pregnant. She was one of the many ( Read more... )

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i just fell asleep in the shower.