not that many people really read my journal, but since its so easy to get a new one i finally shedded my outdated name, and made a new lj, so for all those who will wonder who the fuck "emokid_md" is it will matt owen

why why why why why why why why

for fuck sakes, what the fuck? god damn son of a bitch

where can i run to escape myself ( Read more... )

just so you know

fuck you all

i have a problem, i guess im not going to huff anymore, more than just family problems...im just addicted to the fact it can get me high, right brandon?

its just that the sadness threatens to overwhelm, i gotta do something or ill end right back in wichita falls

Sitting under the coil of roiling cigarette smoke ( Read more... )

i wish i could stay on a meth binge until i die ( Read more... )

today was the best day ive had in so long...

to bad i need substances to say that...or rather too good

im way to stressed anyways

one of these days im gonna better than all of you lousy fucks

just because i have a long way to go...doesnt mean i wont make it

maybe not ALL of you, but all the lousy fucks...not that really anyone reads this, but fuck you too